Wednesday, October 10, 2007

I am feeling sad today. Yesterday my friend scolded me just because i never reply her in skype. I told her that i am busy sometimes, i not everytime sit at the computer. She say me not a good listener, dun care abt her and only care abt myself. She say that everytime she told me her problems, my face like very "sian" like that. She say i obviously dun care abt her. She say she is naive, hoping that i will care about her. She also say that "she have given up hope." I think she say these kind of words to me is very "guo fen." I dun realli noe y she say me like that. Maybe she was not in a good mood and she say that. She also say that i always put her aeroplane. I told her she also put me aeroplane be4..She say that i can busy somemore when ppl telling me their problems, to a fren i noe so many years.

She also ask me to return her the $5 i owed her (that time i not enuff cash). Erm, i told her i will return her wan lor. I also wanna meet her yesterday to return her the money. I think she have problems. I sms her ask her wan to meet a not. She told me that she's ok and dun worry abt her. I tried calling and sms her also ar..I am sad that she say me like that, somemore she's my close fren. I told her that i got listen to her problems everytime. She say that i dun give a damn. I told her that if i dun give a damn, i dun even talk to her rite now.

She scolded me first. The i got angry that y she suddenly say me. Then i say her back a bit. I say her not understanding enuff etc..I think she is facing problems but she juss dun wanna tell me. I remembered everytime she told me her problems, i got look at her and listen etc. Maybe thats what she think of me. Maybe she is not in a good mood..i felt sad. :(

sad shan
~whispers by shan at 9:27 AM 0

Monday, October 1, 2007

I have been working recently. Working may be sometimes boring. The people there, some are friendly while some are not so friendly. The leadgirl there are quite nice people. The supervisor is quite ok. I have known a friend call Ping Ting. Everyday, i meet her to go to work together. My break time was also with her. The security guard there is also quite friendly. There are manny China workers there and some got talk to me. The aunties there are very nagging, really can't stand them. I don't really know why they are so nagging. They must have always nag at their kids at home.

The work place was in a room which is quite small. The place was quite clean. I love to drink the mocha coffee at the canteen. There is a guy that i know who is ungentlemen. While working, he wants to throw a piece of paper into the rubbish bin which is near me. He aim and throw that piece of paper into the bin but it dropped on the floor. The piece of paper was near my seats. He asked me to throw that paper for him into the bin. Erm, can't he walk to throw the piece of paper himself?

There is another guy that i know who like to say me. Sometimes his words are not so good to listen. He likes to talk rubbish sometimes also. That day when i was at the canteen, a China guy ask me i never eat dinner ar. Then i told him i was going downstairs to eat. He is quite a caring person. The China people there voice is very loud. They talk is like shouting cos their voice is very loud. Erm..overall the work and people is quite ok there.
~whispers by shan at 2:26 PM 0