Wednesday, October 10, 2007

I am feeling sad today. Yesterday my friend scolded me just because i never reply her in skype. I told her that i am busy sometimes, i not everytime sit at the computer. She say me not a good listener, dun care abt her and only care abt myself. She say that everytime she told me her problems, my face like very "sian" like that. She say i obviously dun care abt her. She say she is naive, hoping that i will care about her. She also say that "she have given up hope." I think she say these kind of words to me is very "guo fen." I dun realli noe y she say me like that. Maybe she was not in a good mood and she say that. She also say that i always put her aeroplane. I told her she also put me aeroplane be4..She say that i can busy somemore when ppl telling me their problems, to a fren i noe so many years.

She also ask me to return her the $5 i owed her (that time i not enuff cash). Erm, i told her i will return her wan lor. I also wanna meet her yesterday to return her the money. I think she have problems. I sms her ask her wan to meet a not. She told me that she's ok and dun worry abt her. I tried calling and sms her also ar..I am sad that she say me like that, somemore she's my close fren. I told her that i got listen to her problems everytime. She say that i dun give a damn. I told her that if i dun give a damn, i dun even talk to her rite now.

She scolded me first. The i got angry that y she suddenly say me. Then i say her back a bit. I say her not understanding enuff etc..I think she is facing problems but she juss dun wanna tell me. I remembered everytime she told me her problems, i got look at her and listen etc. Maybe thats what she think of me. Maybe she is not in a good mood..i felt sad. :(

sad shan
~whispers by shan at 9:27 AM 0